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drove down to my mum and dad's place today. passed a lay-by where i stopped in august last year and just had to pull over. it's amazing how different places can look and make you feel depending on when you visit them. and with whom. anyways. time for bed.
august 2009.
march 2010.
2009: the year of debauchery and finding of more true friends.
2009 was a good year. i'm so proud of many things i've done, and i'm so excited about all the nice people i've met. love works in mysterious ways, but it sure won't work if i don't feel like it. when it comes to stockholm, i can't see myself not living here. at least not in a very long time. i miss my family, and i miss my friends that aren't teher, but i love the ones that are. i've been drinking, smoking, dancing and having the time of my life. and this is the year in pictures.
...in january we played table tennis and staffan was l-o-v-i-n-g it!
...in february julia came to visit and we had lot's of fun. this is julia in gamla stan.
...in march i turned 24, emma came to town and i managed to go and see both timo räisänen and hello saferide in one week.
...in april came spring.
...in may me and julia went to hässleholm to attend the siesta! festival.
...in june summer was here to stay. we celebrated therese's birthday in fredhäll.
...in july i ate ribb's almost once a week at strand 12, staying at my mum and dad's the whole month.
...in august we went on a road trip in skåne. we called it "lord of the ladybugs" after the whole of skåne being invaded by ladybugs.
...in september i became a "free" woman, began my tv-producton studies and made thirty new friends in two days.
...in october i died a little when i saw muse for the first time.
...in november me and my bed moved in with per in gubbängen and we partied so hard the hatrack fell apart.
...in december i've been hanging out with very nice people, and one day the sky looked like it had been coloured by some kind of artist.
well hello broadband.
finally. me and per are celebrating our new broadband connection arriving. good bye slow mobile connection, hello quick download and spotify! tonight i'm relaxing after a busy day interviewing the editor in chief of kanal5.se, and interviewing loads of people in town about their habbits watching telly. school is really fun!
today's plans for the weekend: my flights to helsingborg is booked! it's gonna be so nice to go down there for the weekend, just chilling and hanging with dear friends. have got nothing but dinner on saturday night booked, sweet!
today's plans for the weekend: my flights to helsingborg is booked! it's gonna be so nice to go down there for the weekend, just chilling and hanging with dear friends. have got nothing but dinner on saturday night booked, sweet!
housewife deluxe.
another long day in school. interesting lecture in the morning, and then very productive afternoon directing. after school i picked my dear friend moa up in town, and together we went to högdalen and my old flat. i was to get my vaccuum cleaner, and she her sewing machine. when we jumped on the bus to the new flat, we looked like housewifes deluxe.
now we've had diner, and moa is slimming my black jeans. very nice of her.
now we've had diner, and moa is slimming my black jeans. very nice of her.
today's good new's: me and new flatmate per has the same taste in music. sweet!
today's wishes for a good night:
my bed is finally up. and made. almost doesn't want to go to bed just because that will destroy the apperance. oh well, must get some sleep. school all day long tomorrow.
my life in boxes.
moving from one place to another. moving out from the tiniest flat with stove that might blow up any day now. moving into this spacious one bedroom flat with white walls and wooden flooring. moving out from loneliness, moving into cooking dinner with flatmate and watching telly no longer alone. sweet.
todays pictures: this is my life, in boxes. this is my life in bags. organized chaos.
todays pictures: this is my life, in boxes. this is my life in bags. organized chaos.
today's update:
well well my friends, incase you've wondered, i am not dead. i just suck at updating this blog. not that it's got many readers, but anyways... i am at this moment enjoying the amazing swedish summer, at my parents place. it's been raining for days and days, and the wind is ridiculous. swedish summer as we love it!
i'm working at the supermarket i've been working at almost every summer since i was 17. it's kind of amusing, but yet horrifying to watch people shop. we eat too much candy in this country... makes me sick watching all these obese kids getting all the sweet stuff they want, from their obese parents.
at the end of august, i'm starting school again. i managed to get accepted for the very sought after vocational training school that teaches tv production. am very excited about that!
whils't at my parent's, i try to see many of my friends, have lot's of ice cream, fine wine and free food. my parents are great... now, of to bed to catch up on hours of sleep. good night!
my good friend johanna having the biggest ice cream, in torekov.
i'm working at the supermarket i've been working at almost every summer since i was 17. it's kind of amusing, but yet horrifying to watch people shop. we eat too much candy in this country... makes me sick watching all these obese kids getting all the sweet stuff they want, from their obese parents.
at the end of august, i'm starting school again. i managed to get accepted for the very sought after vocational training school that teaches tv production. am very excited about that!
whils't at my parent's, i try to see many of my friends, have lot's of ice cream, fine wine and free food. my parents are great... now, of to bed to catch up on hours of sleep. good night!
my good friend johanna having the biggest ice cream, in torekov.
super bad.
i'm so bad. haven't updated this blog in a month. but hey, you gotta set your goals high. and just hope you reach them... in this month i've:
...applied to a very sought-after vocational training school that teaches tv production. and i got an interview! good for me.
...started my practical training at a retail marketing office. it's going great. good for me.
...managed to make myself a boyfriend. good for me.
...decorated my lovely balcony.
...found great stuff at different yard sales around stockholm. stockholm sure is the king of yard sales...
today's music: i've fallen in love with yann tiersen. his music is great when i'm at home, and just haning around. you should listen to him on spotify!
...applied to a very sought-after vocational training school that teaches tv production. and i got an interview! good for me.
...started my practical training at a retail marketing office. it's going great. good for me.
...managed to make myself a boyfriend. good for me.
...decorated my lovely balcony.
...found great stuff at different yard sales around stockholm. stockholm sure is the king of yard sales...
today's music: i've fallen in love with yann tiersen. his music is great when i'm at home, and just haning around. you should listen to him on spotify!
jesus christ.
i love malmoe. it truly is one of the most fantastic cities in the world. this might be because i have a few really good friends living there. so when i went down there on thursday, i felt really happy. it sure was great to see filli, karin and klara. and me and klara later had a great night out at metro with kubas. slightly hung over when i woke up yesterday.
therefore, i got quite sick at the circus. dad asked me if i wanted to join, and i couldn't say no. but i sure do regret it. it smells of horse poo, includes small children, and worst of all: i sat on the front row. so when the two roller skate artists draged me up on stage, i felt quite nauseous. but when the started to spin me around, i wanted to die. then i died of shame when i stumbeled back to my seat. never, ever again. i don't mind doing things in public, but this i sure won't do again.
today's easter saturday, and i'm gonna feed on candy. not as if i haven't done that yesterday, but i might as well keep it up. later, we're having a dinner party at our place, with a few friends of mum and dad's. then, me and my little sister's boyfriend are going out in halmstad. my little sister is going to bastad, which isn't really our kind of place... at least not at christmas, easter or any kind of holiday that bring lots of people you really don't miss that much anyway.
todays crappiest: i forgot my camera in malmoe.
today's tonight:
tonight i went to a moving-in-party. it was actually very fun. but the funniest part was when a girl came back from the toilet, with toilet paper stuck on her skirt. i tried to say something, but she managed to take a seat before i could. it was too late. we all laughed, and she didn't get it. instead we thought about what it would have been like if no one said nothing, and she had gone in to town, to the club, with the toilet paper still stuck. after half an hour, she stood up, and her friend ruined it all.
i also ended up chatting with two guys from gambia on my way home. they were very nice, and had lot's to say about swedish people. they asked me four times, if i really was from sweden. due to my accent and my attitude. when we reached högdalen, they asked me if i wanted to join their party. i sad thanks, but no thanks.
no, i'm gonna finish my noodles and go to bed. tomorrow is another day. or at least that's what they say.
i also ended up chatting with two guys from gambia on my way home. they were very nice, and had lot's to say about swedish people. they asked me four times, if i really was from sweden. due to my accent and my attitude. when we reached högdalen, they asked me if i wanted to join their party. i sad thanks, but no thanks.
no, i'm gonna finish my noodles and go to bed. tomorrow is another day. or at least that's what they say.
early morning.
this is wierd. woke up at the same time that i always do, and took a shower. but as i'm standing there, i realize that i shouln't stand there. i should be in bed. school starts an hour later today.
i woke up an hour early.
oh well, now that i'm up, i might as well stay up. the morning news keep me company as i have breakfast. it is actually nice to take it easy in the morning. today is busy busy, with school, a trip to the gym and later tonight, dinner at johan and claudia's. it funny how we've all ended up in stockholm. and with we i mean me and the people i lived/hanged with in london, in 2005.
i guess i should get ready now, so that i don't just sit here and end up beeing late. which is easily done when you've got the time...
todays summer: since stockholm is getting ready for summer, i came to think of the day me and a few friends drove down to bournemouth. it was great to leave london for a while, since i kind of am a west coast gal. and yes, i know, bournemouth is not on the west coast, but writing coast gal sounded wierd.
i woke up an hour early.
oh well, now that i'm up, i might as well stay up. the morning news keep me company as i have breakfast. it is actually nice to take it easy in the morning. today is busy busy, with school, a trip to the gym and later tonight, dinner at johan and claudia's. it funny how we've all ended up in stockholm. and with we i mean me and the people i lived/hanged with in london, in 2005.
i guess i should get ready now, so that i don't just sit here and end up beeing late. which is easily done when you've got the time...
todays summer: since stockholm is getting ready for summer, i came to think of the day me and a few friends drove down to bournemouth. it was great to leave london for a while, since i kind of am a west coast gal. and yes, i know, bournemouth is not on the west coast, but writing coast gal sounded wierd.
whoppie!
yay! my number of readers today just increased by one. thank you mr ryder... well, you see, i've been writing in swedish since august. not saying i have a lot of readers of my swedish blog, but i sure have been busy. at least four posts per day. that's why i thought i could try doing it in english too. for those who wonder why, i guess it's because of my interest in the language, me living in london for a year and a half and also becuase i find it easier to express some feelings in english.
just finished doing the dishes, realising how therapeutic it is. just standing there, all alone, doing a lot of thinking. at the moment most of my thoughts travel to san francisco, so i guess i need the thinking time. now, i'm gonna pack my books and gym clothes, and go to bed. over and out...
today's movie: i can barely wait. am so excited about the new ica age 3. it's on cinemas in sweden in july. way too long 'til then...
just finished doing the dishes, realising how therapeutic it is. just standing there, all alone, doing a lot of thinking. at the moment most of my thoughts travel to san francisco, so i guess i need the thinking time. now, i'm gonna pack my books and gym clothes, and go to bed. over and out...
today's movie: i can barely wait. am so excited about the new ica age 3. it's on cinemas in sweden in july. way too long 'til then...
boys will be boys.
since there ain't much happening in my life, i'll be posting old blog entries from my myspace. it's quite funny tho, how things never change and you can write something about one man, and two years later apply it on another. at least i find that amusing...
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
men... I love men... but most of them are crappy, selfish bastards... even the nice ones turns into unloving assholes after about a month, JUST when you're getting a bit more secure, and are thinking about THE talk about "are we boyfriend and girlfriend now?" . shit... shit shit shit... that's all I can say...
now, i'm gonna do what i'm in school for. study.
today's decicion: i've made a decicion. instead of dressing after weather, i'm gonna dress like i want to. i'm sick of the cold, and the rain. i'm gonna force spring to come early.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
men... I love men... but most of them are crappy, selfish bastards... even the nice ones turns into unloving assholes after about a month, JUST when you're getting a bit more secure, and are thinking about THE talk about "are we boyfriend and girlfriend now?" . shit... shit shit shit... that's all I can say...
now, i'm gonna do what i'm in school for. study.
today's decicion: i've made a decicion. instead of dressing after weather, i'm gonna dress like i want to. i'm sick of the cold, and the rain. i'm gonna force spring to come early.
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today's myspace:
haha, visited my myspace for the first time in ages, and found out that i was quite funny back in the days:
Saturday, October 28, 2006
drunken friday, awful headache...
god damn. had an amazing night out at the tivoli last night. first me and a few friends had dinner at our place, then we played some pool (yes, I've got a pooltable in my livingroom...) and started consuming loads of baccardi razz mixed with, eh, nothing. thank you lord for travemünde. I got quite drunk. so did mojgan and alexandra. patrick fell asleep at 11 pm, so he and linnea stayed in when me and the girls went in to town.
we were all in an amazing state of mind, all cheered up, dancing and drinking. mojgan started making out with some guy with an ugly cap that looked like twelve. together they looked like a couple of school kids. alexandra soon started making out with some guy she's been seeing for a while. I was all of a sudden alone. and drunk. and I had no cigarettes. found this guy, with nasty dreads and an ugly t-shirt. he had cigarettes. we shit-chatted for a while, but he later pointed finger at me screaming "fuck you!" after I'd said "thanks, but no thanks" when he asked if he could kiss me...
anyway. eventually I found this guy whom I´m now meeting for coffe. nice.
don't feel like drinking, but in 2 hours I'll be pouring red wine down my throat. it's saturday... yay...
today's posts:
today i've been slightly ambivalent. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad. but thank god i'm not gonna go to bed sad. oh no, a few phone calls have turned my frown upside-down, and i'm back to feeling happy (or at least happier). it's funny how you in one way can decide whether you're gonna let something put you down, or make you stronger. it's not easy making that decision, but once you've done it, you know how to deal with your feelings.
didn't we almost have it all?
when reality strikes you, the strike sometimes really hits you. my back hurts. my stomach, my arms, my legs, my fingers. they all hurt, and it's because of that awful strike from reality. i'm not saying it's gonna hurt forever, but right now it feels like it might as well. cold shoulders and no love in return. never imagined it was gonna be so hard.
todays music: timo räisänen. his covers of "didn't we almost have it all" and "about you now" are amazing.
todays music: timo räisänen. his covers of "didn't we almost have it all" and "about you now" are amazing.
welcome.
dear readers. this is the english version of my blog. oh well, at least i'm gonna try and update this one when pictures in the swedish one is not enough. it ain't gonna happen often, but i'll do my best...
todays posts: today i wrote about how stressful doing nothing can be, how exciting desperate housewives is, how much i loooove the new adventures of old christine and the fresh feeling new sheets bring.
todays posts: today i wrote about how stressful doing nothing can be, how exciting desperate housewives is, how much i loooove the new adventures of old christine and the fresh feeling new sheets bring.
